Waiting to get off hold with my insurance company, who apparently is still telling everyone that they are not my primary. So~ it's a good time to type something, no?
Winter has begun, and although so far the winter hasn't been terribly harsh, I still feel it creeping through my bones... Each day I fight, though, and so far I am winning! Coming into this winter, I felt like this year would be different, this year I would not be brought down by winter's dark and cold. And now that winter is here, and I am seeing what is happening around me, to those I love, I am finding that I have to win, I have to stay strong, because no one else that I love can. Not because of winter's depression, but because of demons, coming out from their shadows and playing their games. I wonder if they mean to be evil, or if they simply view things opposite of us? I wonder if they could be reasoned with, to coexist with us, or if the only option is to banish them from our lives. Maybe they have a purpose, maybe they come to test us, maybe they come to bring out what has been hiding, and teach us to overcome and to persevere. Maybe they are just training us to be stronger. And if we cannot learn from them, we will fall into darkness or death. Is that fair? Can we have an option to learn from angels, instead of demons? I suppose I would rather learn from demons.
I've been on hold for 20 minutes, and the phone recording just told me for the fourth time, "thank you for waiting, someone will be with you soon".... I call bullshit! It's a shame, really, that I have to do this again. I have many things to do today, and here I am, once again, waiting, so I can talk to someone for less than five minutes. And oh goodness, if they tell me I need to call someone else and get one itsy bit of info and then call them back, I will absolutely lose my shit!
Winter has begun, and although so far the winter hasn't been terribly harsh, I still feel it creeping through my bones... Each day I fight, though, and so far I am winning! Coming into this winter, I felt like this year would be different, this year I would not be brought down by winter's dark and cold. And now that winter is here, and I am seeing what is happening around me, to those I love, I am finding that I have to win, I have to stay strong, because no one else that I love can. Not because of winter's depression, but because of demons, coming out from their shadows and playing their games. I wonder if they mean to be evil, or if they simply view things opposite of us? I wonder if they could be reasoned with, to coexist with us, or if the only option is to banish them from our lives. Maybe they have a purpose, maybe they come to test us, maybe they come to bring out what has been hiding, and teach us to overcome and to persevere. Maybe they are just training us to be stronger. And if we cannot learn from them, we will fall into darkness or death. Is that fair? Can we have an option to learn from angels, instead of demons? I suppose I would rather learn from demons.
I've been on hold for 20 minutes, and the phone recording just told me for the fourth time, "thank you for waiting, someone will be with you soon".... I call bullshit! It's a shame, really, that I have to do this again. I have many things to do today, and here I am, once again, waiting, so I can talk to someone for less than five minutes. And oh goodness, if they tell me I need to call someone else and get one itsy bit of info and then call them back, I will absolutely lose my shit!
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